I just had a wild idea. How about an Afro American President, na, didn’t even fly on deep impact. How about one of coulor, or a Negroid. Maybe a plane old black person, who will accept, being called "black" done!!!!!!!!

Before I get to what its usually about, don’t the blacks understand the more the distinction, the more difficulty it presents. Whats in a name,,,,,,,,,but a label. Look, you walk into a room, your noticed, OK. The last thing you want to do, (if you are looking to be accepted) is cause some honky like me to struggle with terminology, or worse some controller who will give you the respect you ask for by helping you keep changing your identity. Let it go, bro. And move on.

I have this funny notion that a good leader would be a person who has made all the mistakes and did serious suffering. Of course they have realized and have suffered through the hurting of others. Anyway, the more experience, of all kinds, the better. A politician does not make a good leader, he makes a good president .

Back to the president. I realize that moderation is the best policy, and Colin Powel best suits that. I don’t think he got to his position through affirmative action. I think he worked hard at not allowing adversity to change his principles, that is rare. I have always been OK with a change that benefits everyone, even at cost. And I think that a black president would benefit, by and far, the majority. Now don’t get me wrong I’m sure some shaking up would be in line, but I think the smoothing would be worth waiting for.

No white president is ever going to tell all those fatherless mothers, that they are destroying, destroying, the chance of the mothers/fathers/children that can bring change. We need a strong individual to tell it like it is, who will be allowed to tell it like it is. If I sound like I’m blaming the blacks, its cause I am. But every reaction is caused by an action. So I blame the Whites for doing the Blacks wrong which, ,,,, and on bla yadi, its never ending. Let it go, Mr. and Mrs. white America, you won’t lose your job, unless there is a better qualified, which would be a good thing. Some dead weight on all ends need some movement.

I accept my share, in that I am a part of it all. I am just hunting a way to make my world and my family’s world a little better world. Who am I.

I not so sure I agree with this fight business. Not that my disagreement means anything, but I would just like to say how I feel, OK.

First fight I ever got into, getting hit in the face, I was, oh 8,ish. Never forgot it, it was scary, it hurt, not at all like the movies.

By the time I was in my last "fight", 25years ago, getting the hell beat out of me by a motorcycle gang, I will venture to say that it gave me the credentials to write this, so listen to my voice of experience.

Getting hit isn’t the bad part of a fight, after its over it hurts, but hey, a little pain was worth the honor. Its defending the hits. You have to defend your very brain, your sense of smell, your vision, your ability to chew food, sometimes the very appendage that you listen through, and by the way I’ve seen that before as well.

When the fight is on, there is no thought other than disable you opponant to the point where your opponant can’t harm you anymore,

I once read about a gene that predisposes a body to certain, mood dispositions. Well, no shoot.

Then I read about how if you get up in the morning and do a Stuart Smally thingy, you can trick your pissed off bad self into a good day.

I think its kind of like Yoga. First you have to make a face, with concerned intent, kind of do an extended grunt. All the while thinking good thoughts, (I’m told shooting your neighbor is a bad thought).(I’m wondering if wishing you hadn’t is a good one) Anyway never did work like a 500mg, valuim, or seconal.

Lets start out with a prayer. Ask the almighty to help us beat the tar out of the Heathen High School JV football team.

Now I guess that is OK with a lot of people, just so we are clear, it is not OK with me. First off I think its ludicrous that any rational human being would think that there is merit in asking God to help them win a game. Quite possibly the other team is making the same request to the "same" God. What does he have, favorites?

Fortunatley for the young adults who do the praying, they have old adults to explain the logic in their religion.

Man this is a no brainer, but, even no brainers must be explained and that in itself should explain why it is a argument that prayer be allowed in High School Football Games. The adults who think this should be allowed have no brains.

Space the finale frontier.

I don’t know about that have you ever been to the outback, out back of any city.

Its amazing, , even in the city you can find these little worlds of nature. Trees, beavers, coons, frogs, all kinds of stuff. If you share these places, they ussually disappear. Too much traffic.

But thats not what I’m talking about. I’m talking about a little further away from town. There are so many places where there are no signs of people. We have squeezed the animale out and they go somewhere , and that is where there are no people.

The reason no one goes to these places is because no body goes to these places. Get the picture.

To whom it may concern, I killed a whole bunch of 5th graders, round the world, E-mail test, and it been bothering me.

10/20/99

Remember when you were in the 5th grade and some snippy little curl head in a dress, asked you if you were given a choice of a lump sum of a 1000 dollars, or, you could have a penny, and double it each day for 30 days, remember? Of course most always picked the 1 K cause pennies don’t add up to jack. Wrong, the pennies come up to something like a lot more than $1000 bucks. But only the smart kids knew that.

Well, now for the real reason I’m writing this.

Got some E-mail the other day, the kind where you forward it to all your friends. This one was supposedly from some 5th grade class in one of those 3rd world states. They said, Hello, bla bla bla, help us with our class project by writing us and telling us where you are from and then forward this to all your friends, then on November 15th we will see where our mail went.

First, the word "starbuster" comes to mind.

What does the average address book have for addresses, mine has about ten, but those that send this stuff usually have at least double that. For the sake of argument, I’ll just say we all have 6, and only 3, respond to this. So if you understand the penny thing just triple the first few, for an estimate. If you don’t understand the penny thing, God help you.

So there you have it. My guess is, those that respond. are having their addresses loaded into some e-mail block thing to be sold to marketers.

Not quite done yet.

How about those phone solicitors, not much handycapped stuff these days, more like. Hello, is Mr. Benay home. This is Mr. Bennett. How are you sir,

Fine. Great glad to hear it. My name is Officier Krumpki and I represent bla bla bla for the widows of officers slain in the line of duty.

And on and on and on. Most of the stuff now is requests for causes that will help prevent bad things or help those who were and or are preventing bad things.

To clear things up I don’t tithe nothin to no one, cause rarley does it go to the intended use. I do participate in community programs that offer an event, usually its a lofty price, buy hey. Mostly because when you buy a ticket you go, and when we go we all get together, we all get together.

Almost finished.

For all those phone cops that keep asking for donations, I am told by the local cops that they are not all reputable orginizations. But anyway for the both of yous, I did not kill a bunch of 5th graders I just don’t know how to place coma’s. But if you or any one else would like to donate a few, for my education we could better the communications of needed solicitations i. e. put your money where your mouth is, not the other way around

Think About That

I also delete those smiley faces, send to a special friend, send to make a new friend garbage.

Things to do list

Brush your teeth

Look on the internet for instructions, any kind of instructions.

Exercise

Study candidates for upcoming elections, city, county, state, federal.

Clean the house Clean the car Become informed Clean your ears Check your body for lumps Back up your files Floss your teeth Make annual visit to Doctor Learn how to back up your files

Fix dinner Fix breakfast Fix lunch Fix school lunches for children, , (optional to give them money) Spay and neuter you pets Re Study candidates for upcoming elections, they were caught padding their record Empty the cat box Make annual visit to chiropractor Read the labels on the food you buy Read all the labels on anything you buy Read instructions Get insurance Make annual visit to dentist Be patient, listen to the musack and follow the instructions, your call is important to them Volunteer Tell your wife you love her( optional for a man)