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So you want fresh material. I'm a 46 year old male who is re-evaluating

what life is all about. As hoky as it sounds,

the center of my life was based on right, wrong, honesty, that type of

stuff. Also, I'm looking for a new vocation. My experience

includes sleepless nights wondering, swinging on a star all through

school and drifting off during meetings. G E D at 40. But there ain't

another swinging   %*@#        who has been down my road. I have an opinion on

everything, but its only my opinion, you can take it or leave it, but I

will make you think. All my opinions are from my road and my heart. I

can't tell it like it is with subjects like, what its like to rape a woman

or how a women feels after being raped because its foreign to me. I can

wonder, question and comment but its not for me to decide. It is also

redickualas for a woman to try and create an atmosphere based on what she

thinks a man feels, and why he feels it. This whole women's issue is not

going to be resolved until we all come to reality conclusions, from our

own deductions, through looking at things the way they are, not the way we

think they should be. If you don't mind I will just ramble a bit. If

you are like all the other good students of your type you will get lost in

my thoughts, you will be too busy correcting my mistakes. In this world

of academic idiots, we judge content by the package and delivery, you

shallow, shallow people. Start judging the substance, then laugh at the

messengers stuttering. Of course, we don't need a message if we are warm

and fed, we only need it when we need it.

When we need the message we only accept what we need, and reject what will

require us to wait in line. A message is never, never accepted from

another source, its accepted by our own justifications.

We all want to be told how its suppose to be. There are too too many

well packaged messages delivered by well packaged individuals. We have

to start looking at things from a different position. Well as you see I

can get carried away, Like most,

I have always wanted my opinion accepted. If I packaged it well, I would

be accepted, the message is secondary for us all. If we understand that

we can get started, there is no finish,, just acceptance This is a

little bit of my style, I went to the edge on the message thing. Its

getting late but I love this stuff, so if you need a break, go for it.

Oh yea, this is a feminaze rag. I don't know if there is suppose to be a

real definition for, feminize or if its a joke thing

I will say when I think of the womanize movement, I think of man hating lesbians with

short hair. I then think about a bunch of those types at some type of

gathering. Basically they are saying how women have been short changed, in

general, WA WA. Visa Versa, when I

see Gloria Stienam I see the same thing. Thats what the feminist movement

is in my mind. Now I'm just a stupid, uneducated

man, after all look at all the misspellings. I will be dismissed as an

idiot, but honey I gota tell ya, thats what we see. Saw Alan Alda a

while back, what a pussy. He not much more than shook the hand of the talk

show host when he said, when he looks at pictures of models he looks at

their tits. This poor guy had been turned into a sniveling sensitive

poster boy for those that need

approval for their wants. He came back to what he is, a man who likes

tits.

I have not the foggiest idea why tits are such a lure, there everywhere,

and with a few variations there all the same. I will suggest that its

inherent for continuing life, and that many men wish they could turn off

the want to suck on them, it is a great want, but it so gets in the way.

Personally I am very proud that

I have been civilized enough to never ask to suck on some strange women's

tits. You have no idea what a man thinks when he meets his sons 13 year

old girlfriend. That is something that definatly does not get discussed

even by a group of real men, ( the civilized in actions but uncivilized in

talk kind of guys) Its even hard to write that statement. If my son or

his girlfriend heard that, our relationship would probably change. I'm

sure your vision of me after that statement is a negative one, yet you

have no idea what I'm about. This is part of the "problem" between the

sexes, that you and your feminine female and sensitive male friends have

created.

Now I certainly don't want to alienate you, that solves nothing, I want to

help you think. That guy that creates terror in the

souls of big or small girls because he is uncivilized in his pursuit of

that lure, well I would have no problem saying he does not belong and

should be culled. But you and your friends would cull me as I have taken

it to the end when the eyes said yes while the lips said no. And a woman

who thinks that is rape is a bitch in my book. There is much reasoning as

to why its considered rape, the woman is scared so she does not demand he

stop, hey I'm scarred of a lot of things and I'm a big bad dude, and on

and on and on.