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All I know is it ain’t my fault.

What is this feeling called "my fault". Is it really that hard to say whoops, I messed up, sorry, I’ll try a little harder next time.

Let me tell all you fault filled bastards an easy way out. Admit your mistakes, and it takes all the ammo away from those who are trying to make you feel like the transgressors you are.

There was a time I wanted those at fault to admit it. Then I realized if they were to admit the error, I could not continue bitching about it. Then I realized I did not want the admission, I was out to make them feel like a piece of ($$#*. Now only a piece of ($$#* would do that. Get the picture, I learned some things about myself. Now I am having to deal with those that have not.

Case in point. I put an $80.00 deposit down on a rental moving van, ( thought it was to secure the availability of said truck) The day for me to pick up the truck arrives, problem was the truck did not arrive. I’m pissed, as I am strung out on commitments.

(I won’t mention the company, but if you haul your own furniture, don’t).

Seems as the local renters just turn in a request for a truck at such and such time, so if it doesn’t make it, it is not their fault, fair enough.

Seems as the main company tracks the trucks and trys to route them where they are needed, if there isn’t a truck available, they can’t magically make one appear, fair enough.

Seems they both didn’t expect me to wonder where the phone call was, advising me that there may not be a truck available.

The next phone call, as with the rest, is to Ryder Truck Rental.

Its not my fault that I was mad, and come off like an asshole to the bitch who simply kept saying they have a truck available, in Smith Nevada. WHERE THE HELL IS SMITH NEVADA. A 4 hour drive, plus 15 minutes to find it on the map

As in all lessons, I must accept my responsibility for the hassle. Fine print, says

"location and availability subject to change"

Yup, after all it was my fault, I should have known.

Think About That